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I got dysphoric dysphoria

Posted 1/17/2024 - 65 views

What is the phenomenon? Why am I so envious of someone else feeling like shit about themselves?

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Posted 1/16/2024 - 66 views

i want to cry but something is stopping me i dont even know why i want to cry. i just do

Something Small Yet Integral

Posted 1/16/2024 - 65 views

I feel like I only really feel feminine when happy.

Egg

Posted 1/14/2024 - 59 views

I think I'm finally comfortable.

Trans Gender

Posted 1/12/2024 - 27 views

I think being trans a bit weird for me, and I think I know why. Because I think I feel a disconnection from either sex identity, but not "trans", as if the journey is literally my identity.

Chirp

Posted 1/10/2024 - 18 views

One very stupid thing that happens to me too frequently to count is how much I tend to forget things.

If It Makes You Happy

Posted 1/9/2024 - 15 views

I woke up today feeling unbelievably horrible about myself and things

Girlfail

Posted 1/9/2024 - 12 views

cw // suicide mention, depression themes, intense trans questioning

Seismic Stratigraphy

Posted 1/8/2024 - 19 views

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Posted 1/4/2024 - 15 views

Sigh, I have some kind of internalized embarrassment towards identity/labels/whatever? I'm kind of just scared to get labelled by others, even if it's in their heads or whatever